Thomas Dekker Pens a Letter to His Younger Self in Rouleur


Dear Thomas,

You’re writing this letter on your 30th birthday. Now you’re older, sometimes you think back. It all goes so fast and then it will come crashing down one day with one phone call. You will always remember the time and date: 12:20 on July 1, 2009.

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